Dwelling in,
Screaming out.
These are the actions that our inner feelings and perceptions ever - and I do say ever - tries to accomplish.
But it is not clear, if that is always possible to make it - to understand it - to even recognize it.
The sheer flame of existence sometimes is pretty blurred - and we can barely see through it.
Or... even see it.
Still, It has its presence... somewhere.
And one can feel it (otherwise... we cannot even consider being part of here).
Many people and many moments are simply driven by an unrecognizable instinct of emptiness that makes them... unwanted - at least by logical eyes.
Not to question what should be done - or for what purpose we were brought here.
This is just a note of a constant fight with the conception of being available to live in the situation that we are - here, and I'm not sure ... now.
It's easy to perceive that each one of us has a different solution for a different problem.
And this is something that lets each of us live.
There is not a single question that can't be answered - but we can't always answer exactly what passes through our minds - and it kinda hurts.
Working out and working away each day to try to forget what exactly does it feel like to be a being in this sense of social existence is just ... tiresome. In reality.
And there are situations that just put us at crossroads - to what chemin shall we pass!?
The many ifs that could have been don't count anymore - if they ever did.
The many possibilities that are painted out don't quite shine anymore - if they ever will.
The focus should be on a straight idea and perception - that is exactly what marks us into this moment.
Set,
and sail.
Into the stream,
that flows in and out.
Peace sometimes is not an option.
But I would do anything to make Peace a viable option in this share of time.
